When I wake up at 5am, and I am in pain but wide awake, I get reflective. Here is a story for you this morning.
I had back surgery when I was only 26 years old. I was recommended to have another surgery about 6 or 7 years later because my back was bad again. I said no, but I didn't do anything.
Time went by and my back got worse, it hurt all the time. It was painful to lay down and to get up. Moving just hurt, and I started gaining more and more weight.
Finally this past October I decided to make a change. I started doing a Pilates and yoga mixed exercise program. DVDs from my home. Easy on my back. No impact. My back started to feel a little better.
I started making some changes to my diet and drinking a shake packed with amazing superfoods. I lost about 15 pounds.
I felt confident enough to step up my exercises and tried the 21 Day Fix. Best part about those DVDs is that there were always modifications, and always advice on how to support your back. I needed that. I lost another 20 pounds. I love these exercises! My back had never felt so good.
And then I pushed too hard. I have more muscle than I ever have before, I thought I could push my abs a little further. I didn't protect my back. And now I am in pain.
But it's ok. As I lay here on the floor I am reflective of the pain which used to be a constant for me. This pain I know is temporary. I know the stretches and exercises to do to get it back to where it needs to be. And even though it is painful, I know it's so much better than before.
I am #proud of how far I have come, and can't wait to see where I am going.